Surround my soul!
Engulf my fears!
And brighten them up
With Hopes
Maybe even illusions,
And make them brighter,
Than the light of that love,
That "FIRST LOVE",

That I felt and still feel very strongly,
So strongly that I'm lost,
Lost in the complexities of the tragedies
That my soul experienced.
For now its beyond repair.

I stand now, my patience exacerbated.
I'm restless in my quest,
And I fail to fully understand it,
I'm incomplete in my being.

I have Lost in Love.
Even lost in Enmity,
For my soul was unaware of Hatred,
For my heart knew loving only,
Love of the purest kind,

Till that small splinter of reality,
Bit the innocence of my thoughts,
And I Lost it........,
I Lost It All!